a new day...

Goodmorning/afternoon...today, i will probably post multiple entries since this entry is kind of early in the day...last night, i went through a spectrum of emotions...a certain situation made me feel down...i called my mom...and she did try to encourage me...but my emotions didn't change...then janet called...i didn't want to tell her how i felt...because, honestly, it was my fault...for having let myself get close when i knew i was leaving...either way, i ended up talking to janet about it...that was ok, i guess...until she tried to get jeremiah to say i love you on the phone...she had to bribe him...that made me feel so bad...that made me feel so much worse...and the worse part was that i was feeling down and we had friends coming over...so, i had to force myself to smile and be friendly...eventually, it was easy...we had a fun time...laughing and clowning around...they left pretty late...well, pretty early this morning...but, in a way, i think i needed them around to help get my mind off of the other situation...hanging with them is cool...but it's not like hanging with the gang from church...well, that's about it for now...here are more pics...



**my gorgeous jeremiah...wanting me to carry him**





**Pastor backing up his words to Jay with the bible...Preach it Pastor**





**the Prophetic Soldiers...hey, guys, the cam is this way:-P**